I can let it go.

I can let it go.

I had a moment where I got upset and I realized something…

I can let it go.

I was stupid and convinced myself to be mad at my co-worker for literally nothing. I don’t think she had any idea I was irritated at all, because it was one of those smile on the outside, burn on the inside, irritations.

But I know I think too much.

What actually happened, is she totally had my back, and I got mad inside about nothing. I was was thinking she was somehow looking down on me, when nope. She’s just a hell of a team player!

Here’s the good news:

I wrote some lame stuff on a notecard and got the angsty stuff out, and instantly felt better. I am realizing more and more these days that 99 percent of the conversations I have, are all with myself in my own head.

And I am working in customer service…

Every second of every day my brain is going on and on and on, trying to figure out what everyone is thinking.

I think what I need to do

is chill the fuck out.

I am the kind of person that would scream at you that I am chill…

So, no chill….zero.

I have been working on this a lot, and giving myself this creative outlet has helped immensely.

It has made me realize that I don’t need to work on what I have done,

I need to work on what I need to do.

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